In the name of Allah, The Beneficent, The Merciful…
Believing that things happen for a reason has never disappointing
me. It makes me strong when the sadness come to me, just like what had happen
yesterday.
You know, my mum was hoping me to further my studies at the
Teacher’s Institute or well known as ‘Maktab’ among Malaysian. Even I have told
her many times that I didn’t have any interest to be a teacher but still, she
told me to apply it. And as a daughter, do I have a choice? So, yesterday was the day where the institute announced the
name those who they would called for an interview. And believe it or not, my
name was not listed among those people. I was a lil’ bit surprised. As what I had
expected, my mum was very very very disappointed when she knew the result. She should
felt that way I guess.
She put a high expectations that I will be call for an
interview and able to further my study at the institute. She even always prays
for that. So, I’m pretty sure that she was in a superb disappointed. How about me? Well, to be honest I didn’t know what I
should feel, and how should I react . I didn’t think that I was
sad for not being chosen to the interview, but I was only disappointed when I saw how
disappointed my mum was. But I keep deny it when
she ask me. That will be better I guess. I told her, maybe Allah have plan a
better things for me. And maybe it will be better than this. Like what I always
do before, I keep telling myself that things happen for a reason.
So then, I try to throw away that entire uneasy feel 'cause
I also have a Nasyid’s Competition last night (singing competition). That is my
first experience. You know what, I have never ever sing even in front of my family
but I now joined the group and sing in front of lots of people. Don't know where all of those courage come from. But, everything was
run smoothly. We perform well. I tried to give my best. And I was surprised when our group was announced
as the winner. Oh. Alhamdulillah ~ I was so grateful.
Then, when I'm home, I was thinking, maybe this is the reason.
Allah didn’t give me the chance to have the interview but He gives me the
chance to win the competition. At least, I can help the Muslim’s teen
to always remembering Allah. Most important, He pay the sadness with a happiness in a day. What a perfect day i have, right?
p/s: always believe that things happens for a reason..:)
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